OK! after a few days..months..of depression, i've decided to start a new life by being nicer and telling everyone i love them :'D

God shoot me for being freakishly bad a lying.

anyway..i'm going to post a lot more now, since my gallery looks like a sad excuse for one.

i miss my bulldog

i haven't been online for so long that i've forgotten how to write a journal anyway, if i get the time to ask someone to scan for me, i can finally add drawings for my gallery! yay! more Twilight stuff! haha..addicted little me!

if you wanna know what i have to say about the Rockewell b-day thing..just go to this site: [link]
which is my multiply unfortunately, you can't view my pictures

my internet is finally working! FINALLY! (i don't care if i sound redundant)..
anyway..
we hung out at ~amixa's place the other day..~bananamonkey, ~Kjbionicle and ~moonlight-fox were there..we watched Shutter on a huge screen in the dark using ~amixa's projector! and it was so cool! haha..then after that we, well, not all of us..everyone played Dance Audition except for me..then we lost track of time and watched Pan's Labyrinth at about 6 pm..then ~bananamonkey left around 7..and then we ate dinner while talking about blackmail and stuff and then me messed around with the computer and then ~Kjbionicle left with me and her mom picked her up at my place..
that's about the summary of it..i don't wanna have too much fun..haha..

plans for this month:

ok..before i list my plans..i have a problem coz my mom asked what i wanted for my birthday..
here's the list of options and you guys can vote there's a 40% chance that i pick the one with the most votes but heck, just vote!
A. laptop (i wouldn't have to ask for one if a certain mother didn't convince my dad not to give me one during Christmas)
B. PDA (i broke my last one..oops)
C. cell phone with iTunes (or iPhone)= coz my iPod is losing space and i think it's close to dying out on me
D. USB (~bananamonkey says i should get one with 5GB..which has more space than my damn iPod)= this will be useful since i keep getting dragged everywhere and sap the fun outta my family time by messing around with the nearest computer and of course, school is comin' up..
E. scanner= *alleluia bg music* if i ask for this, there's a 50/50 chance that i get it. but it's really useful..so i can FINALLY post something in my useless gallery..and for other useful/ useless/ selfish (mostly selfish) purposes

ok..so vote people! (though i doubt you're actually gonna vote..)

anway..
moving on to the plans for this month..

1. go to school
2. make a nametag..for school
3. use my nametag..in school
4. mess around with my friends in Rockwell..or Gateway..
5. get high grades!
6. finish illustrating all the Cullen ladies (i'm done with Esme, though i have plans of doing her again. done with Alice..having problems with Rosalie..coz i hate her..joke..I'M BIASED and Bella is coming up..Victoria should go to hell. AMEN.)
7. steal the manuscript of Eclipse

sounds easy enough to do! getting high grades is a piece of cake! want proof? check out that little D thing engraved on my report card..so easy indeed